I’m feeling some guilt right now because i feel like i have not been so truthful with all of my friends. I’m an guy who has an interest in cross dressing in girls clothing because girls clothing are awesome and hot and sexy. I don’t know why I like girls clothing but I’m sure that I’m 100 % straight. I love girls clothing and shoes such as dresses and skirts and girl’s shoes like stiletto high heels, I’ve seen girls wear those type clothing and shoes all of the time and it kinda influenced me. I started purchasing girls clothing from local department stores and local shoe stores for high heels. I actually wear those dresses and heels i bought in my room at my home but it started to get more than just a hobby. Lately, the cross dressing hobby has been eating me alive and i feel like i have to constantly dress in girls clothing. I’m 17 and I’m in high school and sometimes when I am having lunch with my friends in men clothing ,my female girly side would suddenly come out and i would talk about high heels. I would say like that girl looks hot in those shoes and i like those shoes and my friends would look at me weirdly and starting poking gay jokes at me. I feel like I don’t want to live a double life anymore and i want to be myself. I’ve decided to come out to school dressed up as a girl from head to toe including a wig, mascara and makeup and lipstick and stiletto heels. Would you accept this new different kind of me if you were my friends ??? I’m very sweet and kind and i don’t have a rude attitude at all and I’m always nice to people and I never cuss.

I really don’t understand why people thinks it is my choice to be different from everyone else. I’m a crossdresser and i enjoy cross dressing in womens clothes like skirts and dresses with some shoes like pumps heels and stiletto heels. It looks like i was born that way at birth but i wasn’t like this before. It started when i was in high school at 16 years old when i saw other girl’s wearing some fabolus clothes and i decided to wear some on halloween and from there on i started wearing girl’s clothing. I’m dressed in girls’ clothing all of the time now, i wear make up and a wig with my clothes and i have lots of friends who are girls and they love hanging out with me. But some people like guys said that it was my choice for wearing girl’s clothing. It is actually not i believe i used to be a woman in my past life so that’s why i’m like this. I’m 18 years old now and on graduation day i wore a dress with some heels for the graduation ceremony and i felt very confident in my heels. My parents were upset at first but they’ve learned to accept me and they took a picture with me in my cap and gown. My little sister was also in the picture too. Why does eveyone thinks it’s my choice when it’s the way god made me ?? I often get bashed too but i don’t care because i have friends who love me for who i am and i think society sohuld learn to accept me too.

Deuteronomy 22:5 says that a woman is not to wear men’s clothing and a man is not to wear women’s clothing… Well I wear guys clothes… am I sinning?

I mean, I could understand if the cross dresser is trying to cause confusion… but I just wear guy clothes because I don’ like girls clothing… I mostly only wear guy shirts and shoes, I don’t really care for guy pants… but still is it wrong?

I can’t help it. I hate and don’t feel comfortable in most girl’s clothing… and guys clothes look so much cooler than girls clothes… But I want an honest Christian answer from a Christian. Don’t give me some atheist answer, cause no matter what you say I’ll always believe in God.

I’m feeling pretty heartbroken because no one understands what i am going through. I can’t never seem to get respect because i am a cross dresser who is naturally a guy and my real name is Sam but i prefer Sandra as my alter ego. No one respects me because i like women dresses and skirts and shoes like heels shoes. I would love to wear an dress with an pair of 5 inch or 6 inch stiletto pumps and just wear it. I feel very confident whenever i put on girls clothing. But no one understands my sorrows and my deep desire to become the woman i want to be. Back when i was 15 years old i thought of cross dressing as an substitute for a girlfriend but somehow now when I am 19 years old, I feel like i am really a girl. Even my parents won’t accept me if i am just different from everybody and they threw out my clothes and shoes that i bought with my own money. Sometimes i wish i was born a girl so i could be a girl and wear girls clothing and hangout with girls. People often told me that they either wish me that i would die or they would tell me to kill myself !!! Why can’t I have open minded parents instead ?? People think that me wearing girls clothing is against god. Why can’t i have the freedom and respect to wear whatever i want ?? I’m not hurting anybody so why do people have to make me suffer ?

I’m feeling pretty heartbroken because no one understands what i am going through. I can’t never seem to get respect because i am a cross dresser who is naturally a guy and my real name is Sam but i prefer Sandra as my alter ego. No one respects me because i like women dresses and skirts and shoes like heels shoes. I would love to wear an dress with an pair of 5 inch or 6 inch stiletto pumps and just wear it. I feel very confident whenever i put on girls clothing. But no one understands my sorrows and my deep desire to become the woman i want to be. Back when i was 15 years old i thought of cross dressing as an substitute for a girlfriend but somehow now when I am 19 years old, I feel like i am really a girl. Even my parents won’t accept me if i am just different from everybody and they threw out my clothes and shoes that i bought with my own money. Sometimes i wish i was born a girl so i could be a girl and wear girls clothing and hangout with girls. People often told me that they either wish me that i would die or they would tell me to kill myself !!! Why can’t I have open minded parents instead ?? People think that me wearing girls clothing is against god. Why can’t i have the freedom and respect to wear whatever i want ?? I’m not hurting anybody so why do people have to make me suffer ?