Cross dressing and Meth abuse?
Please don’t flame or make fun of, this is a very serious question.
Okay I don’t want to take too much of your time, but basically I dabbled in cross dressing for a while, and then I got hooked on meth for a while too. Anyways, I ended up mixing the two together, and it was the most incredible sensual seductive greatest feeling I’ve ever felt. I liked that the meth opened up the bizarre and strange side of sex that I was afraid to partake in without meth. I masturbated a lot while I would cross dress, steal girls panties, etc, and I even sold a gun for cheap and bough 200 dollars worth of female clothes, but then I returned some of them for more meth.
I’ve been clean for exactly 35 days, but it’s so hard. Sometimes I lay in bed at night and I try not to think about it, but then I think about how much the rush was wearing panty hose or panties while on dope, and I feel like I have to go buy more women’s clothes. But my questions are these:
1. Can I crossdress without using?
2. How can I stop wanting to crossdress, if I want to stop?
3. Is meth and crossdressing tied together for me?
I know this is very personal, please don’t flame and thanks for any advice.
I’m not gay lol. But thanks for all the helpful advice!
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Valerie
Meg
If cross dressing is something you do then so be it, but using meth is only going to ruin your life. You clearly are trying very hard to figure out who you are in life and meth isn’t going to help you do that. If you can’t explore things sober then chances are, you shouldn’t be exploring them.
1.Yes.
2. if you want to then stop, rehab may help (has probably developed major connotation with your meth abuse)
3. well I kind of addressed that above.
Hey there –
First of all, you have taken the first brave steps towards recovery – admitting that you have a problem, and asking for help. Congratulations for that.
Second, I suspect that you already know the answer to this question, but no, there is no intrinsic link between cross dressing and meth. Your problem is meth. Your problem is NOT cross dressing. Many people who are addictshave some other activity that they engage in when they are high – could be shoplifting, could be indecent exposure – typically is it an activity that is widely considered socially unacceptable – and since drugs are disinhibitors, they partake in these things while high for a variety of reasons related to their drug of choice.
Here is a link to some resources for gay people who are seeking help for meth addiction. You may be able to use it to find some help in whatever area you live in.
Good luck to you in breaking the hold that drugs have on you. Congratulations on staying clean for 35 days, and remember to take it one day, one hour, even one minute at a time, and I am confident you will find help.
http://www.outinterventions.com/index.htm
Daymn
Wow thats the first time I’ve heard this 
i think u should see a phycologist just to find out in depth what your problem is.
1.yes u can cross dress without using.
2.if that what u do so be it
3.no no no not at all
i struggled with meth addiction for 5 years and it was hard staying sober but i didn’t cross dress or go to rehab cuz it didn’t help at all! all i did was change the environment and change my friends and ive been sober for 3 years! Good luck!