I’m feeling some guilt right now because i feel like i have not been so truthful with all of my friends. I’m an guy who has an interest in cross dressing in girls clothing because girls clothing are awesome and hot and sexy. I don’t know why I like girls clothing but I’m sure that I’m 100 % straight. I love girls clothing and shoes such as dresses and skirts and girl’s shoes like stiletto high heels, I’ve seen girls wear those type clothing and shoes all of the time and it kinda influenced me. I started purchasing girls clothing from local department stores and local shoe stores for high heels. I actually wear those dresses and heels i bought in my room at my home but it started to get more than just a hobby. Lately, the cross dressing hobby has been eating me alive and i feel like i have to constantly dress in girls clothing. I’m 17 and I’m in high school and sometimes when I am having lunch with my friends in men clothing ,my female girly side would suddenly come out and i would talk about high heels. I would say like that girl looks hot in those shoes and i like those shoes and my friends would look at me weirdly and starting poking gay jokes at me. I feel like I don’t want to live a double life anymore and i want to be myself. I’ve decided to come out to school dressed up as a girl from head to toe including a wig, mascara and makeup and lipstick and stiletto heels. Would you accept this new different kind of me if you were my friends ??? I’m very sweet and kind and i don’t have a rude attitude at all and I’m always nice to people and I never cuss.

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I came cross to see this canonical several days ago,and I finally decide to buy it !! But I am a fashion layman and bought many many clothes that can not find other accessories to go with

So pleased help ~!!!!! 10 points for best answer ~~Thanks XD

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We are getting to our two year mark in two months.. He told me he wants to be a girl when we started dating at two months. I thought I could handle it (I was extremely uncomfortable and devastated when he told me) because he said he only thought about it and would never venture past that..
Over time I found out he liked to wear this little pair of girly cat ears, and began wearing my shirts then my skirts, pantyhose, shoes, make up, and accessories (hair bows, bracelets, necklaces, etc.) and eventually, we were fooling around and when I pulled down MY pair of jeans he was wearing I found he was secretly wearing my panties (he had stole them and a lot more from my closet). He talks about the surgery and how he’s going into the air force to save up for it, and its making me go insane!! I swear it aches at my heart to see him wear my clothes!! He told me at the beginning of our relationship he bought the skirts for me as a present, but it was only an excuse so he could have them close by without his at-the-time roomate finding out.
We have more issues between us like how he cheated on me for 10 months with two of his ex’s because they were bisexual and were completely accepting of this behavior as he knew I was uncomfortable.
I don’t stop him from cross dressing, but I feel no sexual attraction whatsoever to him and fooling around with him makes me want to cry and vomit and almost feels like rape. I’ve tried sitting down and politely talking about it, but he just calls me a ‘controlling bitch’ and says that he is still the same person underneath the clothes, and that I should accept him or otherwise "deal with it". The WORST part is is that he lives with me and would be literally homeless if I kicked him out. He has NO friends and refuses to make any, and tags along with me EVERYWHERE I go and even complains if I don’t let him sit in the bathroom with me when I go! He scared off ALL of my friends, so now I am very lonely, and I only have him as a companion. I’m a very shy person so making friends for me is awkward so its not like I can just go out and make more. I feel so lonely and depressed I’m starting to feel suicidal… I literally want to cry every single day, and I think of just ending myself constantly.. I don’t believe in suicide as the right way to go as I’m really religious, but it’s starting to seem like the only way out..
He is starting to get physically abusive and even more controlling with me, and I think I’m starting to go mentally insane..

I’m sorry for the long story, but please help me. I don’t want to hurt his feelings but at the same time if I lose him I’ll be completely alone..

(By the way, he is NOT gay.. just gender confused..)

I really don’t understand why people thinks it is my choice to be different from everyone else. I’m a crossdresser and i enjoy cross dressing in womens clothes like skirts and dresses with some shoes like pumps heels and stiletto heels. It looks like i was born that way at birth but i wasn’t like this before. It started when i was in high school at 16 years old when i saw other girl’s wearing some fabolus clothes and i decided to wear some on halloween and from there on i started wearing girl’s clothing. I’m dressed in girls’ clothing all of the time now, i wear make up and a wig with my clothes and i have lots of friends who are girls and they love hanging out with me. But some people like guys said that it was my choice for wearing girl’s clothing. It is actually not i believe i used to be a woman in my past life so that’s why i’m like this. I’m 18 years old now and on graduation day i wore a dress with some heels for the graduation ceremony and i felt very confident in my heels. My parents were upset at first but they’ve learned to accept me and they took a picture with me in my cap and gown. My little sister was also in the picture too. Why does eveyone thinks it’s my choice when it’s the way god made me ?? I often get bashed too but i don’t care because i have friends who love me for who i am and i think society sohuld learn to accept me too.