Sorry, but this is really a long story. I have been drawn to women’s clothes since I was around 10. My mom confiscated panties I had bought when she found them twice when I was 15. I tried weakly arguing when she did this. Later the same year I sat down and had a lengthier conversation with her that I was more prepared for. I told her that they were more comfortable than men’s clothes, that that they were an expression of my feminine side that it wasn’t just some fetish, etc. I also told her that I didn’t want others to know but would live with the possibility they could find out, but that I only would wear panties and girl’s jeans (things not likely to be noticed). She said she’d think about it and came back a couple days later citing Deuteronomy 22:5, the Biblical verse about not cross dressing, I tried arguing and she cried (I think to shut me up). I let it slide for 3 years (I’m now 18) and in that time I’ve had at least 25 dreams about her one day accepting this aspect of me and letting me, I always wake up with this profound sense of happiness and rightness. I just haven’t been able to let it go, I wish to be able to dress as I want almost every day. Now that I’m 18 I would hope to have more say over my life but I doubt it. I would say I can’t rebel because I will be staying at home to cut down college costs and can’t leave or be kicked out because I will depend on them financially as I am pursuing a medical degree. How do I resolve this situation? I need a way to convince her to let me cross dress, and resolve the religious excuse she is using. Are there any alternatives besides persuasion I am missing? Additional information: my dad is likely not a factor I really doubt he would help me change my mom’s mind, at the same time despite the fact I’m sure he wouldn’t like it if my mom says yes I doubt he’ll offer any resistance. The religious point of contention is not an issue for me personally as I am an atheist, but I must argue from her side because revealing my religious persuasion would create a lot of undue conflict and very likely get me kicked out. Also, while sometimes I do wish I was a woman, I am not looking to have gender reassignment surgery. Finally, because I figure someone will ask, I am NOT gay. Thanks in advance for any advice!

What make up would you put on me? Color?
What shoes would you make me wear?
What outfit would you make wear?
What color wig would you make me wear?
What jewelry would you make me wear?

how do you cross dress
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What should I start with (female clothes)